Last night with the ed boy.

last night a friend of mine, lets call him "ed boy," came over and we went in the hot tub and talked for about 4 hours. my bed time is 10, he didn't leave until 2. work was hell this morning, but looking back, it was worth it. we're just friends. he doesn't want to hurt our friendship by setting me up for a broken heart. but i'm number one on the list for that time that labels vanish. go me, right? yeah, i like it too. having him as a friend is always far more important. one can die alone, but they are never really alone. but, keep in mind, i AM first on his list. that pleases me.